Gods Plan Not Mine

So as many of you may remember, hubby & I took a trip to Puerto Rico to see our best friends marry one another.  We were both in the wedding (& they were both in ours).  Adelyn was supposed to be the flower girl but dragging her there & filling all our responsibilities in the bridal party just seemed to be too much.  So my SIL (w/triplets & bonus baby!) offered to watch her for us while we went.  Let me just say it was one of the hardest things ever!  I have spent whole days away from her but have always been home for her in the morning.  Don't get me wrong, I am so grateful for the time with hubby, but we both missed her terribly.  Sadly, she had a stomach virus & ear infection while we were away too!  Imagine taking antibiotics while having diarrhea already!  My SIL is a stinkin' rock star & was so great w/her.  Our phone service kind of stunk so I didn't get to FaceTime her like I had hoped but we did get plenty of videos & pics sent of her playing with her cousins.  We did not see her for a total of 5 days & she has been pretty darn clingy ever since.  But for now, I don't care.  I'm pretty darn clingy to her too.

While in PR I was on clomid.  So happy to report that I did not have any hotflashes while there!!  Thank goodness for that!  But it sure did make me more emotional!  When we got back I went in on CD 11 to learn that I had 2 follies measuring 17mm & 20mm already (one in each ovary)!  Those buggers seem to be growing earlier each time!  So I took the trigger the next night & we did the IUI on Fri.  I am now 3dpiui & so far not obsessing too much.  Guess that's not saying much as it's only been 3 days.  I am doing the lovenox injections & this time taking estrace because my lining was not thick enough.  I think it's a combo of the follies growing so quick it doesn't have a chance & the clomid.  However, I am once again not taking the progesterone & demanded a CD 21 blood test to check levels.  It is absurd how sick that stuff makes me no matter what kind I use.  I feel strongly that prog is not a problem for me as it's always been over 20 when tested on CD 21.  So please pray it's a good number as I REALLY don't want to take it!  I am not going to test before 13dpiui this time cuz I'm sick of driving myself crazy. 

I sadly was so busy I didn't get to take many pictures but this is one of the beach we were staying on.  The clouds look a little scarier than they were.  It was actually quite nice out!