Gods Plan Not Mine

Well we went in for our first scan yesterday & I guess things are ok.  I say I guess because although there was a gestational sac measuring 5wks 1day, there was no yoke sac.  With Adelyn there was a gorgeous obvious yolk sac for our first scan.  I know it's still early, & this is common, but I just hate the doubt that it allows to creep in.  I'm also so darn confused about how far along I am.  By my LMP I would be 5wks 1day which is what I measured.  But going by my LMP seems silly as I know the day I got my IUI.  If I go by that date I would be 5wks 3days.  My RE's office is going by my LMP which I find annoying.  I know it's not a huge difference but if I am 5wks 3days it makes me even more nervous that I didn't see a yolk sac (I was 5wks 4days w/Addy).  The other thing is that she didn't even zoom in!  I feel like she could've but don't know why I didn't say anything.  Oy.  I am also waiting on bloodwork they took at the appt that I still haven't gotten the results back for.  Hopefully those are at least beyond good to help calm my very frazzled nerves.  I go back on Mon for another sono.  Unfortunately their earliest appts start @ 10am & my mom lands @ 10:15am so she will have to come with me to the appt. @ 11am.  Which is not cool cuz she doesn't even know yet & I just wanted to make sure all was going as it should before I told her.  Please pray she is there for good news & that we even get to see a little heart beating.

Outside of all of this I am still having many symptoms.  I am nauseous, my boobs hurt, exhausted & so very backed up.  I did speak w/the Dr's office & have informed them that I will not be taking the HCG shots.  Thankfully they didn't give me a hard time.  Thank you so much for your advice on the subject.  I am still taking estrogen which they continue til 8 wks, but we made a deal that I can stop once we see a heartbeat.  After that it's only the lovenox, folbic & my prenatals.  Oh how nice that will be. 

As for my precious little Addy, we are still struggling with the hair thing but it has gotten a bit better.  We went in & got her iron levels tested to see if that was why she was eating it & I'm still waiting for the results. In the meantime we are just working really hard on distracting her & helping her to sleep if she is struggling with relaxing.  Please continue to pray that she stops pulling.