Gods Plan Not Mine

Figured I'd give a quick update.  I am now 4 days passed my due date & am doing my best to remain optimistic.  The truth is I feel great physically.  I'm still sleeping well & my little man is healthy & well.  But oh the emotional aspect is a doozy!  I've done my research & I know that there is nothing wrong w/waiting.  However, no one else has & the pressure is immense!  My mom has been here since 12/1 & leaves on Fri.  So I hear every 2 min how sad she is or how bad she wishes she could be here.  I get it.  I'm so beyond bummed she won't be.  But what can I do about it???  And if one more person asks me if I'm going to get induced I might scream!!!!  I know they mean well but I'm so done explaining why I'm not & getting looked at like a crackhead.  To each their own.  I'd never put my son at risk & TO ME induction is more of a risk at this point than waiting.  I'm only 4 days!!  But each day feels like 3 I tell ya. 

So the plan as of now is to wait til my next appt on Mon (41+2 wks) & get a biophysical profile sono to make sure he is healthy, fluid is good & placenta is doing what it should.  I truly hope I don't make it that far but if I do, I trust my midwife & her plan for us.  I know she'd never put us at risk.  I was only 1cm & 50% effaced on Mon so if I haven't progressed by than, I may consider either getting a sweep or using castor oil.  But oh how I want to avoid both!!  So pleeeeaaaase say a prayer for me that this little man makes his appearance soon.  I really want to have the homebirth we have our heart set on.  However, I will do whatever is necessary to keep him healthy & safe.