Gods Plan Not Mine

Ok so I've been out of town in an area w/no internet & DYING because boy do I have some updates for you ladies!  First I wanted to thank you all for your kinds words on my last post.  Still after 3 yrs you are here for me & I couldn't be more grateful. 

So I ended up going to the RE & they could not find a cause for my pain.  They did a sono, exam & bloodwork but said it was after I ovulated & that could be why.  So he wanted to follow me through a cycle to see if he could pin it down.  I explained that we were trying & was left with instructions to call if I happened to get pregnant or when I got my period to go in for CD 3 blood work.

During the 2WW we learned that my hubby did indeed get a transfer & that we would be moving in 28 short days.  We need to find a place to live & pack all in that time.  So upstate we went & spent 5 days driving around finding NOTHING.  We were so stressed & looked at some real dives.  I mean these places were absurd & not a home at all.  Finally on our second to last day we went to a place that was originally $250 more & she went down.  It is 4 bedrooms, w/a massive (& I mean massive) finished attic that will become a playroom & 1/2 an acre yard!  Upstate is absolutely nothing like Long Island so I was nervous to end up in the sticks without any possibility to find new friends.  But the town we will be moving too is actually populated & I'm right around the block from the library!  I LOOOVE libraries!  Hubby's office is also just around the corner & not 1.5 hrs away like now!  HOLY COW he'll be home so much more.

And you want to know why his being home more will be so much more important???!!!  Because I AM PREGNANT!!  Yeah that's right!  Crazy isn't it?  I tested while we were upstate staying @ hubby's brothers & it was postive!  It was absolutely the last thing I expected!  I had to pee @ 5:45am & decided to see.  Needless to say we did not fall back to sleep.  I wanted so bad to come share the news with you ladies & ask for prayers.  I hated not having internet.  I am so excited, yet terrified.  Thankfully because I went to the RE for the ovulations pains, I get to go back for my betas & early sonos!!  We don't move til the 12th so I'll at least get one sono in before we go.  We didn't get home until 2am last night, so I finally go & get some numbers tomorrow & boy am I anxious.  I took the positive test on Mon so you can imagine the wait is killing me.  I do not feel pregnant & am trying so hard not to obsess.  I am certainly bloated & gassy, but my boobs do not hurt & that is the one thing I remember w/Adelyn.  But every pregnancy is different right?  Ok now I think I'm must talking myself down from the ledge.  Please pray that God allows us to carry this little one to term.  Adelyn would be such an amazing big sister.  If you could please also pray for our move.  If this pregnancy does succeed & is anything like Adelyn, these next couple of weeks will be tough.  Throwing a move in there should be interesting.

     I hope everyone else is doing well.  I know there are some of you still praying for your miracle babies, suffering loss or trying for #2 & you are ALWAYS in my prayers.