I am a devoted Christian woman and when I'm being rational I know that God is in control and would never ask more of me than I can give. But when I'm being irrational, I just feel like I can't take anymore and want to give up. As many of you may remember I lost my Grandma (my fathers mom) in May while still going through my 2nd miscarriage. She was such an amazing woman and so dear to me, just thinking of her makes me want to cry. Well today I received a phone call from my mom while at church to inform me that my Grandpa (my mothers father) is dying. He has been sick on and off for the past four months but it was treatable and he was slowly getting better. Well it appears that he now has an infection throughout his whole body (including lungs, heart and brain) and is suffering terribly and will not survive it. They don't know how long he has. It could be tomorrow, it could be next month. They said if he wanted to fight he would live longer, but he has no more fight in him. And neither do I.
Please pray for my Grandfater, my family and I during this difficult time.
Please pray for my Grandfater, my family and I during this difficult time.
6 comments:
Laura said...
I'm so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Rach said...
I'm so sorry to hear that as well. Wow you have had a lot on your plate. Please try to keep yourself healthy (spiritually, emotionally, physically, & mentally).
Kailyn's Mommy said...
I am so sorry about you Grandparent's. :o(
LuckyOnce said...
I'm so sorry to hear about your Grandfather, and I'm also sorry that you're so discouraged. I hope things will start to look up for you soon. Thinking of you.
Fumbling towards Motherhood said...
I'm so sorry about your grandfather. I'm sending you a ((BIG HUG)).
Wendy said...
I am so sorry to hear about your grandpa - thinking of you and lifting your family up in prayer..